A bit put off...

I wrote a big long whiney blog entry, then realized it could really be summed up in just a few sentances:

1) I don't like internal medicine. There is minimal variety...and that doesn't fly with my attention span. I miss treating people under the age of 55.

2) I don't like having to defend my decision to become a PA rather than an MD, especially to the people that are supposedly trying to train me to become the best PA I can be. My preceptor is one thing: she is just passionate about having more female physicians in this world, and is a little overboard about it. But when the administrator (who has been making my life hell anyway) tells me that "PAs just aren't given much respect, you should really consider medical school instead," I wanted to scream. WHY THE HELL would I spend over 2 years and $100,000 to become a PA, just to turn around and go to med school?? That isn't even intelligent, which is generally the hallmark of a doctor anyway, right? It doesn't make sense.

3) I'm getting kicked out of this apartment on Monday morning, but can move into another apartment in the same building on Monday night....for a week...until I have to move out of that one, at which time I may or may not have another apartment to move into. Did I mention that the administrator is making my life hell?

4) Not all is terrible in my world.............there are some fantastic reality TV shows starting up soon. That has to count for something.

Jen